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drysmiles — 2009-09-02T09:09:48-05:00

It's incredibly difficult to do anything at all when all I really want is to not be alive.

ThankYou

drysmiles — 2009-08-27T04:08:48-05:00

By the way, I really appreciate your questions. It makes me feel like someone actually cares. Please ask me anything you want, anything!

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frustrated!!!

drysmiles — 2009-08-27T03:08:06-05:00

I am so frustrated with all of this. Bev- my therapist thinks that all this shit is increasing because of all that is going on. My mom is doing everything she can to contact me and I'm getting text's from my dad and the...

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Contemplating and info on parts

drysmiles — 2009-08-25T11:08:51-05:00

I am starting to agree with one of the parts more and more. I really feel i've done such horrible things and I do deserve to die. Technically, I really don't, but i'm saying even by standards of being loved...

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Telling a Secret

drysmiles — 2009-08-22T12:08:04-05:00

I've been gone for a while... a bit too long to really update on everything that has happened, but I have decided that I need to really write about this in particular. I'm afraid that some will read this and think i'm...

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stuck

drysmiles — 2009-08-09T01:08:58-05:00

well the engagement party is next Saturday and it's about 3 hours from me. It would have been nice if I could drive to the party and come back the same day.. well the day before there is a birthday celebration for my...

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slut

drysmiles — 2009-08-05T01:08:17-05:00

I haven't vacuumed in a while, quite honestly because I don't give a shit. I started to vacuum and saw the letter S and then the L and I stopped. I thought I got rid of it. These reminders are stabbing me. I'm probably...

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no use

drysmiles — 2009-07-27T05:07:00-05:00

I'm about an inch from giving up. I can't deal with this anymore. My therapist dosn't beleive me and I missed my doctor's appointment and I just don't deserve any of this. I feel like shit.

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June

drysmiles — 2009-07-07T01:07:08-05:00

Where do I begin? He came here from Chicago and called me saying he was here. I decided for the first time that I was not going to see him, not going to give in. I have a friend who let me stay with her and one of our...

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still

drysmiles — 2009-06-09T10:06:17-05:00

He's still here, i'm still hiding

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